Tuesday, August 11, 2009;
♥ 8/11/2009 11:11:00 AM
This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where i'm supposed to be now>>This song used to be remind me of the movie.
But now, it reminds me of
ULP 2009, cos of A2's campfire performance. Haha. (:
Anyways, see what's featured on
Today on 8 August!
Fairfield, oh
Fairfield.
♥s!Sometimes, it's
amazing how things just grow onto you, &even
into you.
Somethings, as
amazing as
Fairfield. (:
Not all schools let their students have the same kind of feelings. But i'm sure
Fairfield is. (:
It isn't the same now, anymore,
sadly to say. But it's okay, as long as the
memories you hold of it remains, everything is fine already i guess. (:
Oh, it's Fairfield, at Fairfield.
Where all the world is bright.
Where
love is in the sunshine.
&the hearts are gay, &brighttttt! ♥
soewiftw.itiioa.thciftuadatttwmjdaanguta. :\
Oh, &i'm back in office when i type this!
Labels: Good ol' fairfield, idk what to feel
&maybe things will be fine after awhile.
Friday, April 25, 2008;
♥ 4/25/2008 06:50:00 AM
I tried my best to make you see
There're hopes beyond the pain
If we give enough, if we learn to trust
But only love can say>>Dear, i'm
so sorry for calling off the dinner at such a last min notice. ):
&i'm so sorry for the fact that we couldn't meet up and catch up on the ol' times. ):
&&i'm so sorry for making you having to travel down from school to my house, to pass me the pretty tiramisu &cd of video.
But i still love you, alot (in fact).That
cd is truly
love. I was so so
so surprised when i see other friends' wishes for me! &i really do wonder where you got all photos (even
unglam ones) from!
But thanks love, even though the video made me
cry like nothing. :\
This few days has been one of the times when i start missing the good ol' time we spent in
Fairfield,
alot. I miss everything back then, when everything seems to fall nicely &neatly into place.
Everyone's comfortable &everything seems perfect.
But i've been feeling
distant &drifted from everything. &for a moment, it seems as though 'my past' doesn't belong to me anymore! :\
But well, thanks dear. For putting in so much love &effort into this cd. Thanks for letting me know that our
friendship is still going strong &we'll have years ahead in front of us. Thanks for letting me know although i'm feeling
'de-ttached' from the Fairsians, we still have the
bond. &thanks, for letting me realised that whatever i'm
struggling to hold on to, isn't too false afterall. (:
Yknow, this friendship of ours might just be one of the
best-est gift i'd have ever received!
I'm feeling
emotional &vulnerable recently. It's like, little things going around can affect my mood &make me
cry anytime.
Tears of disappointment, sadness, happiness,
touch-ness, tears of everything. I seem to have taste them all within a span of two days.
(PS. For those who have dedicated simple msges to the video, namely Selene Joaquina Clarence Jelin Jane Elis Val Zhengxian Joash Yenyee Nirma Martha Nyuk &of cos
Ta Szemian!, really appreciate them! :D I'm glad for friends like yall.)
This place; it holds so much
memories for me, both good &bad.
This place; it taught me the true meaning of
friends, how friends will be there for one another with love &care.
This place; it let me have the chance to have gotten to know some of the
most impt people in my life.
This place; it
moulds and shapes my character into who i am today.
&this place; it's my
good ol' Fairfield. (:
Labels: Good ol' fairfield, i love my dear (ta szemian), vulnerable
&maybe things will be fine after awhile.
